Fuck today. I absolutely hate feeling stupid, especially when it’s about something I’ve been working so hard on. I’m exhausted and perpetually stressed. Not to mention my current “forever alone” situation that everyone else seems to not be dealing with. And I hate that he saw me crying, because I don’t like feeling weak.
I want to not feel lonely and I want summer.
I blame this on being 20.
Sorry for the rant, at least you didn’t have to deal with it in person.